The marvelous richness of human experience would lose something of rewarding joy if there were no limitations to overcome. The hilltop hour would not be half so wonderful if there were no dark valleys to traverse. ~ Helen Keller
Showing posts with label dreams. Show all posts
Showing posts with label dreams. Show all posts
Thursday, November 19, 2015
A Visit From Katherine Jane
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I am walking my two dogs, Tonka and Daisy, up the hill on Palo Verde Street in Thornton, Colorado. In the third house from the top of the street, west side, lived the Snyder family, our close friends and backyard neighbors.
At the front door, I encounter two of Kathy's nieces. I do not know their names; they are young and walking small dogs, perhaps a Shih Tzu and a Silky Terrier. They step up to the silver metallic screen door and press the doorbell. I tell them, well, I'm pretty sure Kathy won't want my big dogs inside, so I scoot around to the left of the house where the driveway is located.
On the right side of the driveway are large plants with pale green leaves, a type of lily I believe. I steer clear from the plants as there are a number of hornworms crawling about on top. The fence to the back yard is a tall, wooden privacy fence. I let myself inside and am greeted by the most amazing scene.
What was once a small yard is now at least an acre, if not more. My parents' house, which is due west and up a retaining wall with a ladder and gate for easy access to one another's yards, seems so far away. The Snyders' yard stretches far to the north and west and is hilly, filled with ponds and berms.
Suddenly Dave is by my side, and I tell him that we have to keep Tonka from the muddy pond up ahead. I turn to the right, and next to the side of the house is a lush pond with wetland grasses alongside. Daisy has already jumped into the water. Further to the right is a huge cement goldfish pond. There are a number of small goldfish eating from a fish feeder at the right side of the pond, next to the covered patio which runs the length of the house. A large black crow is perched above the fish, waiting to pick an unsuspecting fry from the school of fish.
It looks like there is renovation being done on the north side of the house. I leave the dogs to play and head inside.
Construction is in progress. I show Dave around, although much of what I see is completely unfamiliar to me. Here is where the kitchen used to be, I tell him. Now it seems to be a large open cafeteria area, with fine wood paneling on the walls. In the living room, there remains a long stereo player, which the family had for as long as I can remember. I walk down the hallway and where there used to be two small bedrooms, you now see a coffee shop, with small round tables and espresso machines against the wall.
The master bedroom has been expanded to create a new conference center. In walks Kathy, greeting me with a smile and a hug and a hearty laugh. How do you like my new place? she asks. The room is huge and appears to have church pews along the north wall. There is light streaming through the many windows, and now you can see a stage and pulpit up ahead. Several people are milling about, preparing the room for a meeting. Kathy tells me that she wanted to transform the house into something useful.
Now my childhood friend Peggy has arrived in the room. Someone makes a comment about the speaker scheduled to address the congregation, making disparaging remarks about a book he wrote and whether his faith is genuine. Peggy defends the man, proclaiming him to be a true Christian in every sense.
I ask Kathy where the master bedroom has gone, and she shows me an addition being built near the luscious back yard. It is small but enough, she says, to suit her needs. She says she can always look outside and see her beautiful surroundings.
After we leave through the back door, I look and see my parents' house, oh so far away, and the homes of our neighbors: Riojas, Staab, Lister, Blunt, now only tiny little houses off in the distance.
Kathy waves goodbye as I walk down the driveway with my dogs. It was so good to see you again, I say.
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Thank you for visiting me, Katherine Jane.
Monday, December 15, 2014
Burrito Dreaming
4:38 AM: Awakened by a vivid dream in which I spent a ridiculous amount of time wending my way through an elaborate build-your-own-burrito buffet, frustrated in the end with an empty plate owing to the fact that I never found the essential building block: a tortilla. Sadly, I am a hopeless dork... even in my dreams.
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Wednesday, February 20, 2013
Ghostly Dreams
Looking at the calendar this morning, I notice we are just one week away from the next full moon. For some reason, over the years it seems as though my most intense, vivid dreams happen in the week before a full moon. Sure enough, another crazy one came to me last night.
I stood in a living room, my living room, yet at the same time not my living room. Well-appointed, lovely furnishings, a soft muted white light enveloped the room. The carpet was lush under my feet. I stepped toward a beautiful antique chair and suddenly became dizzy.
But unlike the vertigo I've been plagued with, this time I really did spin--slowly, ever so slowly--in a circle with my arms waving about. Down I went, onto the soft, forgiving carpet. I hollered to Dave, "I've fallen, come help me."
He walked into the room and I reached out to him. Just then my heart started pounding in my chest, faster faster faster and I reached again to Dave, standing stoically several feet away. I said to him, "My heart, it's racing, so fast," and then a horrendous pain sliced into my chest and I knew it was the end. "Goodbye, goodbye, I love you!" I said hurriedly to Dave but the last three words sounded garbled, as though they were spoken underwater.
And then I stepped away from my body. I was a ghost, drifting about the beautiful room, my room but not my room, as Dave returned to his work on the furnace near the back door.
I followed him, telling him not to worry and that he would be well cared for, when I spied a little person, no more than three feet tall; he could see and hear me. The remainder of the dream was spent channeling information to Dave, still busy with home repairs, using the "ghost whisperer" little person as my voice.
Until I awoke, in my bed, Dave fast asleep, the dogs snuggling and crowding us all together.
I was not dead.
When I told Dave about the dream this morning, he blamed it on the spicy Mexican food we both had for dinner. Okay, maybe. But part of me wants to believe it's something more mystical and magical than just latent indigestion. So I dug out an old New Age-ish dream book from years ago and consulted the reference chart:
Hmm. Yeah. Well, never mind, it probably was the Mexican food...
I stood in a living room, my living room, yet at the same time not my living room. Well-appointed, lovely furnishings, a soft muted white light enveloped the room. The carpet was lush under my feet. I stepped toward a beautiful antique chair and suddenly became dizzy.
But unlike the vertigo I've been plagued with, this time I really did spin--slowly, ever so slowly--in a circle with my arms waving about. Down I went, onto the soft, forgiving carpet. I hollered to Dave, "I've fallen, come help me."
He walked into the room and I reached out to him. Just then my heart started pounding in my chest, faster faster faster and I reached again to Dave, standing stoically several feet away. I said to him, "My heart, it's racing, so fast," and then a horrendous pain sliced into my chest and I knew it was the end. "Goodbye, goodbye, I love you!" I said hurriedly to Dave but the last three words sounded garbled, as though they were spoken underwater.
And then I stepped away from my body. I was a ghost, drifting about the beautiful room, my room but not my room, as Dave returned to his work on the furnace near the back door.
I followed him, telling him not to worry and that he would be well cared for, when I spied a little person, no more than three feet tall; he could see and hear me. The remainder of the dream was spent channeling information to Dave, still busy with home repairs, using the "ghost whisperer" little person as my voice.
Until I awoke, in my bed, Dave fast asleep, the dogs snuggling and crowding us all together.
I was not dead.
When I told Dave about the dream this morning, he blamed it on the spicy Mexican food we both had for dinner. Okay, maybe. But part of me wants to believe it's something more mystical and magical than just latent indigestion. So I dug out an old New Age-ish dream book from years ago and consulted the reference chart:
- Carpet: Grounding, insulation, protection
- Chair: Your attitudes and position in life
- Death: Make way for new beginnings
- Dizzy: Going in too many directions, scattered
- Dwarf: Not seeing things in proper perspective
- Ghost: Part of self you do not understand
- Heart: Love, emotions, feelings
- Husband: Masculine part of self
Hmm. Yeah. Well, never mind, it probably was the Mexican food...
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